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Assalamualaikum..

Bgn dr tdo..trus bukak lappy..
loading cte BBF..then sambil2 tu nak post blog..
td after class trus tdo..letey..xde tenaga..puasa..
then mase tdo tu mimpi plak saye brada di Bumi Tanah Haram..
Mungkin Allah nk mengingatkan saya tentang niat yg saya tanamkan utk 31 Mac ni..

Begitu cepat mase berlalu..
sudah SETAHUN saya memegang title "hajah kecil"..
tapi ape yg telah saye lakukan..
perubahan??Ya..memg banyak perubahan..
tapi smuanye perubahan Negatif.......='(

Kadang2 jeles jgk tgk Oasis 106..Iktibar dr Tanah Suci..
Kenapa org lain bleh berubah sikap, tingkah laku serta berusaha untuk meningkatkan iman..
sedangkanku...........masih jahil seperti dulu...

saye x suke dgn keadaan cmni..
knape mesti LAGHO..knape mesti JAHAT..knape mesti masih melakukan DOSA2..
knape mesti nk SAKITkan hati mama, sdara-mara, kwn2..
sedangkan saye tau smua tu bakal membawa saya kepada neraka jahannam..Nauzubillah..

Kdang2 terpikir..kalaulah hidup di Tanah Haram..
Pastinya Dosa2 sebegini dapat diatasi..
Betapa "Maksum"nya diri ketika berada di TempatMu Ya ALLAH..
Betapa dekatnya diriku bersamamu Ya Rasulullah..
Betapa hampirnya doaku bersamaku Ya Allah..

31 mac yang dinanti..
semoga membawa perubahan kepadaku..
biarlah perubahanku secara perlahan2..step by step..
dan yg penting..perubahanku mestilah ikhlas dalam menuntut keREDHAanNYA..

Kawan2ku...
Plzz..Plzz..Plzz..
Nasihatilah aku..
Tegurlah aku..
akanku terima teguran ikhlas ini..
sebaik mungkin..
biarlah perubahanku ini berterusan..
ak xmahu sekadar sehari dua..
bialah utk selama2nya...

Bukalah telinga, hati dan mindamu..tetapi..kuncilah mulutmu dan senyumlah selalu Farhana..
Biarlah ape org nak kata..kerana kebenaran pasti akan menjelma.....


Inginku menjejkkan kaki lagi
ke Madinah dn Makkah
Ku tanam cinta hakiki
Tumbuh subur dalam diri
Sejak ku jejakkan kaki
Ku atur langkah di bumi suci
Saat terpandang Kaabah
Syahdu tersergam megah
Sebak bagai dipegang hati
sukar dimengerti.....
Tegak di saf Masjidil haram
Solat antara jutaan insan
lemas di banjiran airmata
menyesali segala dosa
Alpa hari semalam

Tingkat 2 Masjidil Haram..Lihatlah betapa ramainya umatMu
yang memohon keAMPUNan dan keREDHAanMu
wif my younger sis..

Ku semai rindu bercambah
Kembang mekar saban waktu
Saat ku hirup bayu Madinah
Kota kecintaan Rasulullah
Berdiri memandang Nabawi
Megah dan sayu bercampur-baur
Tenang saujana mata memandang
Damai bertamu di dasar kalbu
Duduk bersimpuh di sempit Raudah
Dalam rebutan insan berpusu
Menghayati dan menginsafi sirah
Makin kuat kasih padamu
makin ku kenal erti rindu

Orang kate kalo g sane wajib cune eskrem..
Eskrem Madinah ni Best..Ble la dapat mkn lg..huhu..

From heart to keyboard,

Earth Hour

Assalamualaikum..

huhuhu...
Alhamdulillah..td br abes MidSem Exm..
Next Week Final Exm lak..Adoiyai..Tensen..!!

so,nk release tension tu..
abes je paper td..
trus ktorg stu umah decide nk melepak2 melepaskan tensen..
ape lg..shopping n tgk movie la..
oleh sbb dh tatau nk g mane..(smua tmpt kt KL ni rasenya ktorg dh jajah)
so, pegi la MidValley je..
Park kete kt The Garden..tp jgn hrp laa nk shopping kt ctu mlainkan saye ade sugar daddy..ngeh..bleh kikis duit dia bnyk2..Hahahaha...(Niat xbtol..)

Then,kami(Aida,aishah,anal,Nida n me) melorong trus ke MidValley..
Bermulalah MISI UTAMA kami...nk marathon movie hajatnye..
tp tatau nk tgk cte pe..nk tgk "shopaholic"..reviews kate xbest..member saye yg duk kt UK yg dh lme tgk cte ni pon kate x besh sgt..so...member2 promote tgk la cte The Rock blakon..
"Race to Witch Mountain"...
agak best gak cte ni..Br saye tau UFO tu cmne..hahaha..
The Rock sgt cute n cool...suke lakonan dia..=)

Then,misi kedua adelah MAKAN..
Lunch kt FoodCourt MidV..Kt Penang Kitchen..
Makan Asam Pedac Ikan Kembong yg FRESH..
Sgt heaven asam pedas kt cni..
best gler..
Then,mlm tu after shopping hjtnye nk mkn Carl's Jr....
tp telan air liur je la..
duit dh abes...huhuhuhu...
last2 mkn nasi goreng cndawan je kt Sri TTDI..

Misi Ketiga...SHOPPING...
Xde la shoping sgt pon..
shoping brg bukan utk dri sndiri tp utk 2 org yg paling saya sayangi n cintai...
My Mama n My Bee..

Sorry to Mama..xjumpe la yg mama perlukan tu..
Bnda tu ade..tp..xcantik pon..
serba salah nk blikan utk mama..
nanti aya cr kt tmpat lain ye..

To My Bee..
Ur bestday is just around the clock..
ur age turn to 22 years old dis 11th April..hahahaa..6 months older than me..=P
Then,td..dh bli dh besday gift..xleh gtau lg..nanti kte jumpe br passkan..
sori kalo x berkenan..tatau dh nk bli ape..huhuhu...

huhu..
esok 28 Mac..actually nk wat reunion kan??tp biasela kalo saye yg jd planner..memg fail..huhu..kalo la reunion buat td kan best..nk wat esok,klas plak smpai kol 1..then,rmai plak xleh join..huhuhu..
28 mac jgk adelah EARTH HOUR...
Save our earth..save electricity,save light n save bla..bla..bla..
YOU CAN VOTE EARTH BY SWITCHING OFF YOUR LIGHTS FOR ONE HOUR -
8.30pm-9.30pm..
So..
Lu pikir la sdiri nk buat ape2 yg tbaik..


oklaa..
tatau nk cte pe..
so..


adios..


Psst : Ble la nk abes tgk Boys Before Flowers ni...

Psst 2 : Rmai tanye..Apis Mellifera tu ape??Apis Mellifera tu adelah name scientific bagi Honey Bee..Sbb tu saye pggl En Hafiz saye dgn name My Bee...=)


From heart to keyboard,

bizi bee..

Assalamualaikum...

Huhu..so bizi lately..ada 2 sebab utama..

First..
Bizi ngan klas..
Kate je short semester..tp short semester yg utk 3 mggu shj???
memg short sem btol la..biol kpale otak..xpenah dlm sjarah sortsem utk 3mggu..mau nye satu subjek tu 3x sminggu then dlm sehari tu directly blaja satu subjek utk 5 jam..memg gilos...huh..cabaran2..then msuk mggu kedua dh mid sem exm then mggu ke3 final exm..memg hampeh..geramnye~~~

Second..
Bizi ngan Latest Korean Drama..(Boys Before Flowers,BBF)
Cte ni still on air kt Korea..So, saye pon x terlepas nk turut menjadi pengikut drama ni..
Dh lame x tgk korean drama yg best cmni seBEST Full House.. Even dh tgk yg versi Jepun (Hana Yori Dango) or Meteor Garden (Taiwan), tp bg saye yg korean pnyer lg best kot..
Maybe sbb hero dia kot yg sgt cute..
Erm..Sempat je saye selit2 mase terluang dgn menonton cte ni..yg bestnye..cte ni dpt release tension saye yang saban hari ketensenan dengan susun atur jadual padat dalam klas..huhuhu..

Hero BBF_Goo Joon Pyo (Lee Min Ho)..Macho kan??

ok..dh xde bende nk cte..
Adios..


PsssT : Saye rase reunion TMSian yg dipengerusikan oleh saye(McDha ckp ehh) cm bakal cancel je..So bz la..lgpon on 28th March tu saye ade klas smpai pkul 1 ptg..so mcm xsmpt je..ape kata kite buat bulan May mase smua tgh cuti smester??OK x??

PsssT 2 : sori..banyak gune perkataan kasar utk menunjukkan ketidakpuasan hati..=(


From heart to keyboard,

Andai...

Assalamualaikum...
Currently sgt2 BZ..
Klas plak ari2 ade..except sunday..
huhuhu..cmne nk ponteng balik kg??=(
klas plak ari2 stat kul 8..abes kul 5..ape kes??
ni la dugaan...

Td dh anta thesis..
Then dis week saje dh ade 2 presentation..
Adoiyai...
Xpe2..pas2 ni leh relax sket...

Then arini mood agak x ok..
Kak Ai keguguran..Nak wat cmne..Xde rzki nk dpt ank sdara lg..Dugaan Allah smua ni..
Then..xtau nape arini rase x best..xsuke tol org yg agak 'selfish'..annoying..penting dri sdiri..sabar je la..mls nk cte lanjut..Lu pikir la sdiri..

Then tadi terbaca something dlm internet..sgt2 terkesan ngn kata2nya..Memg kena je dgn swingging mood ak mngenai member yg sgt menjengkelkan td..


Apabila kita ingin berteman,
janganlah kerana kelebihannya,
Kerana mungkin dengan satu kelemahan,
kita mungkin akan menjauhinya….

Andai kita ingin berteman,
janganlah kerana kebaikannya,
Kerana mungkin dengan satu keburukan,
kita akan membencinya….

Andai kita inginkan sahabat yang satu,
janganlah kerana ilmunya,
kerana apabila dia buntu,
kita mungkin akan memfitnahnya….

Andai kita inginkan seorang teman,
janganlah kerana sifat cerianya,
kerana andai dia tidak pandai menceriakan,
kita mungkin akan menyalahkannya….

Andai kita ingin bersahabat,
terimalah dia seadanya,
Kerana dia seorang sahabat,
yang hanya manusia biasa….

Jangan diharapkan sempurna, Kerana kita juga tidak sempurna….

Moralnye : No one is PERFECT..Jgn nk cari kesalahan org laa farhana..awak pon bkn 100% perfect okeh..!!!


Adios..

From heart to keyboard,

Tragedi Bulan Mac.....

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah.. Evrything goes well..Dipermudahkan smuanye..Dh settle pon Viva (Thesis Presentation)..xperlu nk dirisaukan lg..wut was happening yesterday just keep it as MEMORY..Past is Past rite..Ape yg penting (Bukan kerjasama mcm dlm WONDERPET ehh!!!)...Kite dh lakukannye ape yg termampu dan trus bertawakkal..

Hmm..Ni tgh bz lak nk siapkan Thesis..Submission date 13th March neh..esok lusa kot..
adoiyai..dh la bnyk lg x siap neh..huhu..xpe2..slow2..

Tragedi of Mac???
Memang bnyk episod suke duka bln mac ni..baru masuk hari ke-11..dh mcm2 dugaan kt bahu saye..xpela..dugaan tu pengalaman n pengajaran..trima seadaanya..Mcm description blog saye ni..Inilah prinsip hidup saye..

"Totally believe that evrything happens for a great reason"

Waaaaa...Can't wait this 14th March..

• Besday adikku tersayang..Fathin [ Kakteh dh bli dh hadiah..=) ]
• MAMA, nenek, makngah dtg sini
• Ablong & Kak Aitul Bersanding
• Berkumpul kesemua adik bradik tercinta
• Family gathering
• Poksu nk blanje mkn besar lg skali sempena belated besday dia n kenaikan pangkat..Alhamdulillah
  

Conclusion : Nampak sgt saya ank yg manje kan..??huhhuuuhu...

Suke ati laa..time ni la saye nk ENJOY sakan..nk lepaskan segala tension yg ade utk bersama2 keluarga terchenta..I LUV MY FAMILY VERY MUCH...............

Ni kakak ipar saye..Kak Aitul..Ade org kate muka kami ada iras..Ngeh~~
14mac ni Majlis Bersanding plak..3 org stu plamin..=P
Semoga baby sihat n slamat...

Ni plak satu2nya adik saye..Hepi coming 19th Besday Fathin..
Smoga pnjg umo,murah rezeki..Hadiah dh bli dh..=)
Blaja leklok yea..Kakteh tau adik kakteh ni rajin n pndai..=)

Hepi Belated 39th Bastday, Poksu...Tahniah..Murah Rzki Poksu..

Ain..Dgr cte ur BF nk plak dtg majlis bersanding tuh~~Awak tu plak tbe2 x jadi nk dtg knape??Jgn xjadi dtg ehh..Rugi..Poksu nk blanje besar2an neh..=)

Psst : Saye rase Leona Lewis nyanyi lagu I Will Be lg best brbanding origional artis dia(Avril)..Ape2 je la..(???Ade kaitan ke ngn post neh??)




Adios~~

From heart to keyboard,

Truely of Me..!!

Assalamualaikum..


Nieda tagged me on PERSONALITY QUIZ thru Facebook just now..I juz do it as i have "enuf" time to deal with it..Haha..The result is revealed..Frends..Watchout who i am here..!!!

Me Myself

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

Psst : Saye rase saye dh tunjuk sape dri saye yg sbenar..Nk tnjuk ape lg eh??

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Psst : Absolutely....

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Psst : Memg commit awl2 lg..Antara sbb2 x commit awl2 yg sblm2 ni sbb rase "He is not the right person"..=P

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Psst : Ye kot..Haha..My Bee..Jgn marah ehh..=P

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

Psst : 1st sentence tu ye kot..tapi yg 2nd line tu..hmm..xkot..ble nk brubah ni Farhana???

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

Psst : Secure job with a steady income??ABSOLUTELY..!!!!

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

Psst : Yesh..Being with someone i love (MAMA) is the most precious time for me..

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Psst : Ohh..Sangat2 benar sama sekali..

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Psst : No Comment...=)

Also add dis pic..cos My Bee love it so much..(^_^)

From heart to keyboard,

Stress Mode Activated..

Assalamualaikum..

Saye sdg mengalami tekanan perasaan..
Saye x suke smua ini..
Bygkan dlm smggu ni all of the turf works i hv 2 handle on..
Saye nak balik..nak jumpe Mama..
Oohh Mama..aya tensen..currently aya slalu nanges..aya byk bermurung..drpd sorg yg bckp bnyk..aya dh jd pendiam..
aya x suke keadaan cmni..aya tkot xbleh nk handle smua strees ni..=(

Esok exm Medical diagnostic 1..
Bace2 pon wat bazir mase je..dlm keadaan stress cmne nk paham..!!! silap sdiri gak..2-3 hr nk exm br nk struggle..Farhana..ko memg cmni..ble dh terlambat..br nk mnyesal..Ape itu Medical diagnostic??microarray??Forensic science lg..Physiology..Microbiology..4 in 1..huhuhu..=(

Pastu 10hb ni plak ade VIVA..Tau x viva tu ape??ala2 symposium jek saye tgk..
adoiyai..cmne nk handle..
thesis sdiri pon tatau ape nk jadi..kitorg ni mangse keadaankah??

13hb plak THESIS SUBMISSION..
adoiyai..lagi laa nk nanges..
bnyk benda nk kena wat..
bnyk bnda nk kena pikir..

16hb plak dh stat class(New sem)..apeke jadahnye ni??
mane cuti ktorg???
saye rendu fmly saye..saye nk balik.........................................
saye sgt2 stress..anti-depressant plzz...huhuhu...



Farhana..Kamu kan ade Allah SWT..Dia yang memudahkan sgale2nya..Kan Dia yg selalu menolong kamu..Banyak2 berdoa..

"Kalo stress wat solat sunat bnyk2 n bace Quran" -Mama
"Kalo stress byk2 berzikir" - My Bee
"Kalo stress mkn bnyk2" - Saye......=(

"Ya Allah..Bantulah hambaMu yg lemah ini..PerMUDAHkanlah urusan Duniaku ini sebagaimana Kau telah memudahkan urusan2ku sebelum ini......................."

Terima kasih Ya Allah diatas segala nikmat yg telah Engkau kurniakan kpdku..

From heart to keyboard,

TMS Peeps..Watchout..!!!

Assalamualaikum..

Dear TMS-ian..

Really2 miss u all..
Jom wat gathering..!!!

Few days past, YM-ing ngn McWa (NurulNadwaAhmadZaidi)..Then, as usual la ble chat ngn bestie ak neh..bergosip2..berindu-rinduan.. Then..we'll adela jgk discuss2 nk organize reunion for this year..Coz ade yg dh mrajuk sbb x dpt pergi.. Disebabkan ex-TMS populations dh smakin rmai kt area KL n Slangor ni..So ape lg..jom la rmai2 memeriahkannye~~~

Hmm..almost 1 year kot x wat gathering..
Ahhh...really2 miss u peeps..Rendu bertandang lg utk bsama2 skulmate sekelian..
But,since this reunion is will be done dis year..so..almost of my overseas's frends wont be around..So sori dear..(Mizah,Wawa,Jed,Sarah,Emy,Duwe,Uyie,Amir n etc) Next tyme k..

To all TMS-ian batch (2000-2004) and Persatuan Bolot Tekku Mamud gengs..
Here are the infos..

Date n Day : 28th March 2009 (Saturday)
Time : 11 a.m
Venue : Mid Valley MegaMall..(Sbb semua sng nk g tmpt ni)
Exact venue : Foodcourt or any fast food court..(Sape dtg awl choopp tmpt)

Each of u have to bring along a special gift (RM3-10) for gift exchange(compulsory)..

Sape yg dpt dtg..konfemkan yea..nk tgk brape rmai yg bleh join..
kalo rmai yg tak bleh join..saye nk wat reunion kecil2an je kt shah alam ngn dak2 yg tggl di shah alam neh..

Mereka yg 'Wajib' datang..

Nadwa & Pe'i

Mirah

Ken & Fiz

Nahar

click here to view previous reunion..

Adios..Wassalam..

From Heart to Keyboard,